I downright refuse to act 30.....something.....ha ha. SHHHH!
I take it as either I am too old to care, or I have convienced myself that I am forever and always 27. I have no idea why that is the age I have thought I have been forever. Truly, no idea, but I think I am stuck at this age forever. I rarely think of my age, and that is most likely why other teacher's at work act surprised when I am fully up to date on the latest songs and technology. They act like at my age I should be over all that, and just be happy with what was cool in 2003. But I refuse to act my age, whatever THAT means!
Because there are days I kinda think I look as BADASS as THIS :
I mean look at that!?!?! That is full on swagger to the max! Sometimes you need to feel like a badass ? Why fall into a box? What is a typical 30 something, divorced, mother of 2 boys supposed to act like? What box am I supposed to fall into? I refuse to fall in line!
I like being nerdy, silly, random me and all that entails.
I enjoy wearing Converse All Stars and jeans over "mom jeans".
I like cheap glittered holiday jewlery from Walgreen's over Tiffany's.
I will buy junk food merely because it is seasonal and/or "ALL NEW".
I own Pokemon tshirts, Harry Potter Tshirts, Ghostbusters T Shirts, and Game of Thrones Tshirts to name a few - that I wear, not my kids.
I would rather eat hot wings and drink a beer on a date than go to a 5 star resturants.
Just to name a few.
AND.....
This most likely stems from the fact that I still think it was the 90's only 10 years ago. I am living in the 90s in my head....shhhhh.
ANYWAY
- long story short. I DON'T CARE! I am going to do what makes me
laugh, what makes me smile, what makes me happy, what makes me - ME for
the rest of my life. No more hiding!
So below this post is ME! No makeup and what I do best - CAR KARAOKE! Yep - post
workout, no makeup on, singing along to Taylor Swift. Totally me!
Warning: in car rides I will sing...quiet at first and when you try to
fall asleep it gets louder. LOL
So
today's swagger lesson - always be you and be proud of you. You shine
from the inside out when what is inside is allowed to be free.
My
life is awesome, and I am so happy with where I am and who I am. So,
if singing in the car is silly and immature, and taking video of it is
childish, well then FUCK , I guess I am not a real 30 something mom of
2, but at least I am ME!
LOL!
Enjoy and until next time...SWAG ON!
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